She who is lost.

I feel so unbelievably lost.

In my skin, in my body, in my worth, in my desires, in my path, in my purpose, in general. I feel lost.

I feel like I have so many avenues I would love to explore, yet I am too fucking scared to start.

I feel like I am so multi-faceted, yet don't know where to expend the energy.

I feel like I have so much energy, love and passion to give, yet I am giving it all away to bullshit things that just are not meant for me.

I was once the tunnel visioned girl - dedicated to win.

But what if my desires for a full life of love, passion, health and happiness are more than before? What if I am no longer that tunnel-visioned girl? Is that truly harder for me to accept, or is it harder for you to see me in a different way? What if I see myself going elsewhere, and not being where I have been, or even where I currently am? What if I was meant to experience those past times, but not meant to live there? What if I am destined for greatness, but I am holding myself back?

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I think we are all destined for greatness.

Truly and honestly, I do.

I believe we were all meant to serve others, and be of service to the universe. I believe we all have passions and purposes within us, that are meant to challenge us, help us grow, and ultimately, give back to the universe for the beautiful life we have.

So why are we not acting on our greatness?

Why the fuck are we so scared?

Seriously, what am I (and you) afraid of?

Is being afraid of failing, really the worst thing that happens?

What is failure, anyways?

Do you believe that you can fail, forward?.. Because guess what. We can.

We can fail, into the path that is actually suited and meant for us. But the thing is, we will never know what is meant for us, until we take the risk.

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So ask yourself, and I will ask myself, too.

(My answers will be listed below, to fully hold myself accountable)

1. What is the worst that happens if I follow my heart?

- big financial loss

- no job

- no home to live in

2. How would you overcome those obstacles?

- accept the financial loss

- find work, even if it is just temporary

- find a place to live, again, even if it is just temporary

3. What happens if you succeed?

- financially stable

- living a higher purpose career

- doing things I am passionate about

- better environment

4. What is the worst that REALLY happens?

If I fail, and lose everything - I may fail forward.

If I fail, I may meet the exact individuals whom can help me achieve my dreams.

If I fail, I will know exactly what I liked and disliked about the venture/process etc.

If I don't try, I will never know just what could have been.

Fail forward babe.

Take the risk.

What's the worst that can happen?

xo

dee